Sunday spent with beloved parents

Well, nothing's up today. Went to bed at 2, slept at 3, woke up at 8. Went to my EePoh's house for some stuff until 11, then went for a Thai Buffet. Not really nice, i just love the appertizer! Well since nothing is up, these are the photos taken during last Winter in The USA and Canada. These are few of my collection, enjoy!


A very huge x'mas tree! trust me it's damn huge!!

Niagara falls before it was frozen..

My LoVe

It's December!!!

First of all, it's December again. Nothing really special happened this year...
Not much changes does not mean no changes in me... I sense that my ability to control my temper deteriorated and this is something i really hate. I've tried my best to give my best to my loved ones. But whenever my temper is up, i screw everything.
I've tried to control, but whenever i am over hungry while driving, i really couldn't control it. I know I hurt people thru it, but i just can't control!! Any psychologist out there willing to help me in this? Things aren't going the way it should be. A lot of things changed. And i must change! I must and i can control my hunger. Being hungry is not painful, and it is something i can control. Just that being hungry, and have to concentrate, makes me lose my mind. Just being 22 year old for 5 days. I must be able to act maturely and i must control my words and temper. Do not lose control easily, control temper and never never show face to my Darling :p I can!! i will!! i must!!

Nothing to do now since i slept from 4 to 8. Let's see if i could share some photos.

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Didn't update for quite some time now... I have no idea what to write anymore as everyday seems to be the same. Wake up go class > go eat > reach home > sit infront laptop > go eat dinner > go home > yamcha > sleep. Sounds fabulous for working community... i know that. But not for me. At least let me do smth different once in a while? Wanted to go Ipoh today, but due to dunno what, i made my mind not to. I know that my gf is thinking alot of things, and everything seems to be bothering her. Haven't seen her natural smile for quite sometime. I am damned pretty sure she needs rest. Without getting her permission, today, i drove her straight to my house. I know if she see me sleep, she will be sleeping too. But today, not the case. She wasn't sleeping as well. I can't think of a way, but to wake up. And i sleep again, hoping that she follows, to no avail. Some how or rather, after i woke up, she nap on me. Hmmm... If i were Edward Cullen, i coulda be able to read her mind. I will be able to know whats bothering her. This shucks... ARGH!!! SHOW OUT LOUD!!!

Public Transport Service in MALAYSIA!!!

Well, i wasn't always a fan of public transportation, especially here in Malaysia. The service is hell of a joke. Anyway, i thought every deserved at least 2nd chance. Whenever i think of taking public transport, i will be thinking of all the fuss, delayed, never come, over crowded, smelly, dirty............... And so much so, I've decided to give it another try. Our government has always declared how many millions if not billions they spent to improve public transportation in Malaysia. Either because Penang is an opposition state, or the money fell into some other people's pocket. Other than this two reasons, i couldn't think of any others. I walked into the ferry terminal. On the way in, the pathway was dirty, eerie, more to a 3rd world county. I supposed, if am not wrong, there shouldn't be beggars around any public area. Along the pathway, i could see at least 3 beggars. Well, they are obviously not physically challenged at all. I believe they could work! Cut the crap on this, IF LIM GUAN ENG IS READING THIS, PLS BY ALL MEANS, clean up this area! This is one of your revenue! This is the first thing tourists are going to see once they step onto our island. The problems that made me mad wasn't this, after all, i'm ok with this. What i was pissed about is the ferry service. It was supposed to come at 8.20pm. I mean, ferry for passengers. It did came, at 8.30pm. It offloads the passenger as we thought we could get on board, it suddenly off the lights. Went backward, and parked at the side. I will not be this furious if weren't for catching train at 9.00pm. I reached the terminal at 8.00pm. There are lots of passenger waiting for the next ferry. It came, at 8.45pm. and moved only at 8.55pm. If they were to follow on schedule, I wouldn't had missed my train(cost me RM19). What type of management is this? Yg Berhormat Mr Lim Guan Eng, please, you need to do something with this bunch of useless hopeless retarded lazy animals! Once i alighted the ferry, i run and run and run as though it was a run for survival, as though a werewolf is right behind me, chasing after me. As i expected, it was all too little too late, the train left. I collapse at the same time gasping for air. My lung hardly took any air when i was running. Full of disappointment, covered with anger, along with tiredness, was my feeling at that time. I had no choice but to call my parents to update them of my status. They asked me take a ferry home, and they will be waiting for me at the island terminal. So i walk slowly back to the terminal, at the same time, i was looking left and right, trying to find for the management office. I know pretty well, their working hour is from 8-5 daily. But who knows, miracle do happens. Like i wasn't supposed to be late, but i was late, because of the ferry. Anyway, the management office has no lights in them. If i come back tomorrow, i will be without anger and passion to debate. I guess i will just leave it as it is. While waiting for the ferry, i continued my New Moon. I didnt noticed that i sat there for a whole shit of 55minutes. I will never ever ever land my legs on this terminal anymore. Their services are rather ridiculous! This will never happen in Hong Kong. Their ferry service is always consistence. Perhaps, they have good funding, or a group of dedicated employees. I will never encourage my friends from other country to even think of trying our ferry! Visit Malaysia! only if you know how to drive, or you prefer walking, because, the public transport in Malaysia is a nightmare!!

Another nonsense

Uh.. It has been a while i stop updating. So fast, a new semester will begin. So fast, a 3 weeks holiday is over. So fast, i'll have to leave my nice bed again. So fast, i'm going back to a place that offers me nothing.
There are so many things playing in my mind right now but i don't know how to write them out. Maybe my understanding of english is low. Couldn't put them in words.

Hmmph! Like what "chai gaw" (of Rosy Business) said; There is how many 10 years in life? Live life the fullest!! Make sure every moment/second is happy! Happy!!! Let's talk bout happy things. I spent 6 days in Singapore with my gf. Yea standard of living is so damn high there, and worst of all, our Malaysia Ringgit Rate fell against Singapore Dollar. RM2.50 is equivalent to $1. From what i observed in singapore, i personally think that they import way more than they export, but what makes their Singapore Dollar to hike so fast in the past 10 years? Tourism? A place for foreign investment? I really don't know. Anybody pls? Help out? Well, as far as i could remember, their Dollar was equally worth to our RM. I mean, of course way back in 1980's 90's. They were like us, just small town. But now, although they are just a small island, i believe their economy is way better than ours. Why is that so? Lead by wrong people? No, i truly admire and respect our formers with their way of leading. From Tunku Abdul Rahman, next Tun Mahathir(Does not agree though with his "i don like your way, i keep u in ISA) and recently Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi. What bout the cabinet? Ministers? Perhaps they should be of people with loads of experience and qualification. Look at our own cabinet. Nothing much to say. Eh, i'm supposed to talk bout How Nice my Tour In Singapore was. Not Malaysia. Whoever traveling to Singapore, need not worry bout transportation. Just bring a map with the MRT,LRT map. U will get to mostly anywhere u want to go. They have a very efficient public transport. Those working in public transportation are very helpful and willing to help you at any time. I'm just referring to those working in service industry! Not any normal singaporean u pick up. Trust me, they BITE!!! Or worst, they CHEW!!! Normal working singaporeans are not friendly. I REPEAT, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDLY. THEY LOVE STARING, CURSING, and u name it, THEY ARE INTO IT! NEVER MESS WITH THEM I REPEAT DO NOT MESS WITH THEM!! Other than their unfriendliness, Singapore is indeed a very nice place to visit. They have nice infrastructure and a very well kept parks. I was told that it is a must for them, to do charity, contribute to the community. So any parks or zoo, their animals are adopted by big companies. That's the way how big companies should contribute right? Let's not take other big company, just take PLUS for instance. Making big big big money even during recession/depression. Why? They are supported. Did they contribute anything? Yes!! I MEAN YES!!! THEY GIVE A 6MONTHS BONUS TO THEIR EMPLOYEE. Ridiculous!!! No wonder my beloved country never grows! Alright, when visit Singapore, remember to visit their Bird Park, Zoo, but not Night Safari. Sentosa Island is a must to visit. In there, Song of the Sea is a must to watch. Cost $10. It's really worth that money. I will upload the video in YouTube when i am free. Of course, shopping in Sg is nice provided you have enough. People like us, each having $400, we can only spend on things that necessary. Well, it's really nice visiting singapore especially with an adventurous and loving gf :).

I didnt really do anything since came back from SG. The only big event was the examination result. My result, as expected, below par. Below average, way below average. I couldn't complaint much, i knew i did marvelous mistakes in almost all the papers. All silly mistakes. But these silly mistakes will not happen should i study more. Practice makes perfect.I've learned my lessons, and i will take this painful failure a source of motivation to succeed in coming semesters. I hope that at least next time, in the future, when i read back this blog, i will be glad that i fell once and the fall will make me a successful person. I have a very supporting gf, token of appreciation to her. Perhaps it is time to fully use my ability. Gaming kills your future!! Never start playing a game!

I'm wishing for a chill beer for myself to enjoy :) Haven't enjoyed any for quite sometime. Oh yea, i had a god-bro (which our family are not much in contact with and not much in a talking term) who recently died of kidney failure. His reason of kidney failure was excessive of alcohols. Alcohols are good for our body but never take it too much. It "burns" your kidney make them dry. May god bless him and should we have any misunderstanding, do not bring it to the other world. And i promise, if in the future, his sons needs help, i will not be hesitate to help, at least to the best of my ability :D

I was told by my bro that my cousin brother will be opening a new club in Uptown Damansara. This will be updated next time when it is open. Hope it will be a cool one!

Till i write again, take care!

What a day!!

Ah.. Well i woke up at 9 as i promised myself to do so. The day before, i only manage to get into sleep around 4-5am and woke up late in the evening. This is very unhealthy, i told myself. So today, WOKE UP AS EARLY AS 9! But actually if were given a chance to rewind the time, i would choose not to! Why? Here's the reason why. Woke up, read online newspaper, sms my wifey, do some push up, sit ups, head to the toilet and, nothing goes wrong yet? Ya... As perfect as anyone's morning. A perfect dream morning. Well... Go out for lunch and soon after, head to the post office. My bro received 2 summonses for his car. Cool... But none of my business so i don't really care. The money will not come out from my wallet, that's for sure. So.. i was driving along the road in front of USM. Drove at slightly below 80, speed limit is 70. My lecturer once told me, it is ok to exceed 10km/h. Glitch in the speed trap device will be discounted. There are 2 faggot police hiding behind a tree holding their pussy camera shooting at me. My reaction wasn't fast enough to say hie to them. But i think they wont be issuing me summons as i didnt exceed the plus 10km/h. Ok i thought i was lucky. We will see if i were lucky to escape this. I head straight to Public Bank to withdraw RM200. Bought an aeroline ticket to KL tmw. That cost me RM55. I was told not to lose the ticket if not, i will have to pay RM55 again. Ridiculous! They took every single detail of me, why can't they print a new one for me? On the way back home, i pass by car washing center. I thought it is time for me to wash my car since the last time i washed her was few months back. I turn in, ask them to wash body+engine+vacuum. That cost me another RM18. While i was sitting waiting for my car to be cleaned, i thought i could do my car another favor, by giving her alignment and balancing treatment. The last time i did it was around 3 months back. So from washing, i drove to tyre shop. It cost RM30 for both alignment and balancing. Left my car there, walk to 7-11 beside it for the free aircon. When they returned the car to me, i couldn't wind up my window. The switch spoiled! I knew it wont last long, but hey, not so fast!! But really, can't move at all. Drove to accessories shop to fix the switch. Gosh, one switch cost me RM38. I had to change both because the other one spoiled way earlier. There goes RM76. Total, spent around RM180 in just half day. Should i didnt wake up this early, i will be rushing to the post office if i wake up at 3-4pm. Then i will have no time to wash my car, i will not think of alignment and balancing, and they won't wind down my window and i will not need to change my switch. I coulda saved up to RM120!! What an expensive day for me :( and now i am going for a hair cut which will cost me RM12. Ugh... Money money money... You only love the rich. Dislike the poor. U stick to them, and run from us. Why would u do so??? I love u more than those rich people do! They will not treasure u, I do. Come to me, money!

Second chance

I got this mail from my sis-in-law-to-be. Although this is just a mere story, a made up story, i think it's worth reading.
I'm not doing plagiarism here. Was trying to find out the original writer but couldn't find. So if u happen to know the writer, tell me.

It's another morning..


.... Again I have to go to office.

Ohh, this is me. I shouted having a glance on my snap in today's news
paper.
But what the HELL it is doing in the death column??

Strange.

One sec... Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe
pain in my chest, but I don't remember anything after that, I think I had a
sound sleep.

Its morning now, ohh... It's already 10:00 AM, where is my coffee?
I will be late for office and my boss will get a chance to irritate me.

Where is everyone.??? I screamed.

"I think there is a crowed outside my room, let me check." I said to
myself..

So many people... Not all of them crying.
But why some of them crying.

WHAT IS THIS??? I m laying there on the floor.

"I AM HERE" . I shouted!!! No one listen..
"LOOK I AM NOT DEAD" . I screamed once again!!! No one is interested in me.
They all were looking me on the bed.

I went back to my bed room.

"Am I dead??" I asked myself.

Where is my wife, my children, my mom-DAD, my friends?

I found them in the next room, all of them were crying. still trying to
console each other.

My wife was crying. she was really looking sad.
My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just coz his
mom was sad.

How can I go without saying my kid that I really love him, I really do care
of him. ??
How can I go without saying my wife that she is really most beautiful and
most caring wife in this world..??
How can I go without saying my parents that I m . just because of u ??
How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhaps I have
done most of the wrong things in my life. thanks for being there always
when I need them.. and sorry for not being there when they really need me..

I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears.
Ohh. he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part,
and we both have strong enough ego to keep us disconnect.

I went there.. And offered him my hand, "Dear friend. I just want to say
sorry for everything, we r still best friend, please forgive me."

No response from other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his
ego, I am saying sorry.. even then!!!
I really don't care for such people.

But one sec.. it seems he is not able to see me!!!! He did not see my
extended hand.
My goodness. AM I REALLY DEAD???

I just sat down near ME; I was also feeling like crying.

"OHH ALMIGHTY!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS."
I just wasn't to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize that how much
I love them.

My wife entered in the room, she looks beautiful.
"YOU R BEAUTIFUL" I shouted.
She didn't hear my words, in fact she never heard these words coz I never
said this to her.

"GOD!!!!" I screamed. a little more time plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
I cried.

One more chance please. to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to
feel my dad proud on me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends
for everything I have not given to them, and thanks for still being in my
life..

Then I looked up and cried!!!!

I shouted..

"GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE!!!!"

"You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up. "Did
you have a nightmare?"

I was sleeping..
Ohh that was just a dream..

My wife was there. she can hear me.
This is the happiest moment of my life.
I hugged her and whispered.. "U R THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CARING WIFE IN
THIS UNIVERSE.. I REALLY LOVE U DEAR"

I can't understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in
her eyes, still I m happy..


"THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SECOND? CHANCE."



Dear Friends,

Keep your ego aside and express your love, care, appreciation, friendship, because you won't get a second chance always.

Sell Out

Ah... "Sell Out", a film produced by our very own movie producer Amok Films. The director for this film is Mr Yeo Joon Han. Starring: Jerrica Lai, Peter Davis, Kee Thuan-chye, Lim Teik-long,Wong Wai-hoong, Lee Szu-hung, Hannah Lo. Tribute to Hannah, the only worth watching actress in the whole movie. Not that i do not want to support local industry, start from cicak man, now sell out. None of it i find it interesting nor worth watching. Well this movie, Sell Out start off in a coffee shop where this girl, interview the director why is the movie boring(which the movie is). And out of sudden, people got killed for no reason. Another down part of this movie is that the camera man is so unprofessional. The way he handle the camera is so unstable which makes people dizzy! This is a total turn-off even at the beginning of the movie. Let's talk bout the story line. Basically until now, I don't even know nor understand what they are trying to tell us. If the rating is over 10, i would give them 2/10. 1 for Eric and another 1 for Hannah. Both of them looks great. Others, well forget bout it. I wouldn't recommend this show for any of my friends. It's a waste of time and money.

Much awaited holiday

ahhhhh.. The much awaited holiday is finally here! After a 2 week of struggle, finally the well-deserved holiday is here. IT'S HERE IT'S HERE!!! So far i only spent my days sleeping in and out. I had rashes on my body which makes me feel very itchy. I read the paper today and saw that a new virus was found. It's called the meningitis. It sounds to be serious and i had partial of the symptom. 1. Rashes 2. Headache(no-longer) 3. No appetite(no-longer) 4. Drowsy (No-longer). Lucky thing is i was not hit by fever. I guessed it's not that virus. Maybe, is due to stress during examination week. Hmm..talking bout examination, i think i do badly. Well, it's over. Just wait and pray for the result. Today is Mother's day. Lets wish all the wonderful mother in the world a Happy Mother's Day!
I'm going Singapore on the 14th with my GF. Flying by Tiger Air from LCCT KL. I'm looking forward to it, but has yet to change currency, book ticket to and back Penang, plan where to play and stuff. I wonder any passer by who read this blog would recommend me where to play. The last time i went Singapore was 15-16 years back. Back then, Malaysia don't even have a LRT. Just imagine how long has it been.

No point crying over spilt milk :) These are the only word i could tell myself. It's ok, this sem's result not good, there is another 6 sems. :D

DIM SUM in Kampar

Stayed up whole night. Doing what? Main reason for it is to study but, mind can't concentrate. Ended up, play games to relax then study then play game then at 7, DIM SUM! Wasn't really nice but what can u demand for in a place like Kampar? Well, the ice cost RM1. Really not worth it isn't it? But then, hey who will drink chinese tea with ice in the morning?? No wonder they charge RM1 for it. Demand not high. Overall, not really satisfied but it is filling. I don't know how much i have to pay yet because i didnt bring any money out. What is the best thing to do when u are filled up? I would say SLEEP!!! Hahaha.. Adios.. Time to sleep.

Rindu

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Relaxing day

3 days break before my next paper :) something good for myself. Guess how i spent my day? I woke up around 9, close all the windows, brush my teeth, back to my bed. Slept till 1 smth, it was quite hot. Woke up, took off my shirt, sleep back. Wuaa much nicer like this. Then woke up finally around 3. Went ABC Mamak with my wifey. Wifey had 2 roti kosong while i had Nasi Briyani. Briyani was sucks. Cold and tasteless more to an oily rice rather than Briyani. I ate half of it. Wonder what happened to my appetite. Have not been eating much lately. Back home, open my management notes, ask friends for tips. While waiting for tips, check for news. Entertainment news to sports news way up to nation and world news. Skip out Business news because i had too much of Business words lately! Well, where i read my news? For sports news, visit www.teamtalk.com . For entertainment, i visit www.gutteruncensored.com and for local and world news, i visit www.thestar.com.my. When i got my tips, i forwarded them to my friends. Never be stingy!! Good things are to be shared, other than my wifey of course! Took note of what i should study but left the notes on the table. Went down and kaypo my housemate's cooking. Well.. practically lazying the whole day. So, I'm going to start studying soon. Before 12am at least. Ah btw, it rained in Kampar!! For 5 minutes!!

Update of status
Feeling very very down now. First time in exam i didnt know an exact answer for all the questions. Never had happened since i entered uni, well after i bertaubat since failure in STPM, but the old viruses i guess they are back. I need to do something bout it. NO WAY!!! I DONT WANT TO BE A FAILURE AND I MEAN IT!!!!
Well, it's over of course but hey, be positive man. I still have 4 papers to go. Score all of them then u wont be guilty. That's it!! But again, Costing is smth i am quite good in but then, no! this is not the outcome i want!!!!!!!!

STATUS : DEAD

Over the time...

This photo was take very very long ago... Found it and thought i would share it... hahaha...

T.K.Oed

27/4/09

Health : 10/100
Strength : 5/100
Agility: 0/100
Concentration : 0/100
Mood : 0/100 (quarreling mode turned on, state of emergency declared)
Body shape : 0/100 (totally left with fats)

What happened? Well, finals is just 2 days away. Like always, everyone will stay up as long as they could. No different for me! I stayed awake, but chat with my housemates > i study! Ugh.. So, had to study more till 7am. Woke up at 9.30 for consultation but was late by 20mins. Spent 2.0 hour in the tutor's room asking things that i don't know, at the same time, falling asleep. She said "You should get some sleep b4 u come". Quite true of what she said... Hahaha.. Because my status is all low, my quarreling mode is on. Self declared state of emergency. Provoke me at your own risk and get to know the evil side of me. I don't bite but i chew :p

Good night!! sign off. Time is 2pm. Going to wake up at 6pm if everything goes well :) All the best, may god bless and universe do the rest.

4 days

Ugh.. 4 more days left for preparation. Ugh..

Status:
Preparation - Not fully prepared
Fatigue lvl - 98%
Health - 100%
Energy - 60%
Happiness - 80%
Laziness - 100%
Brain status - Partial shut down
Fat level - Fully built up with fats
Determination - No determination
Focus - Fully not focused

conclusion is, I NEED SOMEONE TO SCOLD ME! SCREW ME! I NEED MOTIVATION!!!! ugh...